Chapter 9, if the heart is unmoved, then it does not hurt

Cai Qihang, cherish well, cherish her, cherish your relationship, for no one knows what will happen in the next moment

After lying under the quilt and pondering for a long time, a brilliant idea suddenly flashed through my mind, and I immediately sent a text message to Cai Qihang

And can Lin Xiaozhu not see through the acting that I can see through at a glance

Of course, all of this is merely my speculation, and it cannot be ruled out that Uncle Mo has truly encountered "true love"

Moxi! Moxi? I shook his body, trying to wake him up. He murmured in his sleep, but I could not make out what he was saying

What confuses me is that, despite being a girl who appears very strong-willed and cunning, she plays the role of a naive and sweet girl beside Lin Xiaozhu. Doesn't she get tired of it?

In life, one must have at least one journey where one can just set off without hesitation; I suppose this counts as mine.

After chatting with Aunt Mo for a while, I inquired about Mo Xi Yi

If such a man and such a woman live together, unless they truly love each other deeply, separation and divorce are inevitable

So what was the result? Don't tell me it ended up being messed up by you again

I said to him in a bad temper: "Lin Xiaozhu, I don't have time to play with you, and I certainly won't apologize. If you are here because of this matter, then we might as well not be friends. Compared to an apology, Ding Chu would probably prefer that I sever ties with you."

She wore heavy makeup, a green jacket, and a white short skirt, accentuating her curvaceous figure. I am not surprised that Lin Xiaozhu likes such girls, but it does perplex me that he once liked me. Ding Chushi occasionally glanced at me, probably aware of the situation between Lin Xiaozhu and me, so I pretended to be calm and occasionally offered her a friendly smile. She responded to me just as cheerfully, and when she smiled, her dimples would appear.

Are you joking? It seems your mood has improved quite a bit

Lin Xiaozhu brought me into the private room and briefly introduced me to everyone: "Everyone, this is my good friend Cheng Qingtong from University A. From now on, we are all friends, so please don't be shy!" He naturally possessed a warm and familiar demeanor, and under his influence, I felt as if I had known this group of people for a long time.

So do you think that the probability of me pushing her down is slightly greater?

His attitude is very serious, as if he has returned to the earnest demeanor of Lin Xiaozhu from that time

Although I have a rich inner world, in reality, I have not said a single word and have been eating all this time. As a superfluous person with a superfluous identity, I have come here for just this one matter. Even though I am looked down upon and despised by many, what can I do about it

I have tried to wake up several times, but it feels as if someone is pulling me back, making it impossible to awaken. If it weren't for you, I suppose my mind would have been completely overwhelmed. " After saying this, he managed to force a faint smile at me

When two individuals are still young, possess striking appearances, and have the energy to engage in various activities, nothing is a problem

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Lin Xiaozhu, truly immature

With my lips twitching, I just want to go up and give him a big slap.

He chuckled softly, and then seriously began to tell me his story

Aunt, why didn't Senior Mo come today

Yi Dan would almost come to see Ye Bihan whenever he had free time. The previous grievances and entanglements have thus become light and trivial, forgotten by us. Many things can actually be forgiven, even if he was once unforgivable

Even if it is only to catch a glimpse of him, it would fulfill one of my wishes

Upon hearing his voice, I felt so happy that I wanted to cry. Perhaps it is because I have been immersed in my own world for too long, and have experienced loneliness for too long, that I would feel so overwhelmed.

Of course, this sentence was cursed in my heart

Moreover, my relationship with Aunt Mo can be considered somewhat amicable, so it is only natural for me to visit her at this time. When Ye Bihan was ill, Mo Xiyi also came to visit her, thus it is even more appropriate for me to reciprocate the courtesy now

"Xing, Cheng Qingtong, you are quite ruthless. See you tonight at Alan's restaurant, don't be late!"

After Lin Xiaozhu had been missing in my world for nearly a month, I received a call from him

So, Lin Xiaozhu, am I really so unworthy in your heart

The door creaked, reminiscent of the sounds emanating from an old house

I can almost recite Ding Chu's next lines without even thinking about it

Every time I think about becoming a third wheel again, I feel quite uncomfortable. When you two, as a couple, return home together, why do you have to drag me, a single dog, along? Isn't it enough that I am constantly tormented by Moxi? Do I also have to endure the torment from you two unrelated people? Yet, I truly cannot think of any reason to refuse. Is it because I fear you, Ding Chu, showing off your affection in front of me? Or is it because I care about you, Lin Xiaozhu? Neither! But still, I cannot think of any reason to refuse. Is it because I fear you, Ding Chu, showing off your affection in front of me? Or is it because I care about you, Lin Xiaozhu? Neither!

I am somewhat surprised that he would appear at our school at this moment and coincidentally run into both me and Moxi.

Lin Xiaozhu, are you out of your mind? I, Cheng Qingtong, know what kind of person you, Lin Xiaozhu, are, but do you not know what kind of person I, Cheng Qingtong, am? If you want to play emotional games, you can play by yourself, enjoy it well, but don't drag me into it when you can't handle it. I'm sorry, but I won't accompany you; I don't have that much time to play with you

As for me, Cheng Qingtong, I have never won from the very beginning

Surely, he must be feeling quite unwell, which is why he is so obedient

Most of the disdainful glances come from Lin Xiaozhu. Every time he glares at me, I always return the gaze with the same fierce look, cursing him a thousand times in my heart, asking why he called this heroine here, yet did not offer her any food

Cai Qihang's voice is still as boisterous as ever, and it sounds like he is doing quite well

It turns out that love is so difficult

Lin Xiaozhu, when did you find a girlfriend? Why didn't you inform me in advance? You made it so sudden, which makes me feel quite awkward. I don't know her at all. Could you introduce her to me beforehand?

From this point onward, you will be the focal point of my entire life

I only hate myself for being too cowardly, as I have yet to slap that hand away.

I looked around and thought there was no one present, but my gaze finally settled on your bed, where I then saw you with your eyes tightly closed and your brows slightly furrowed

I am waiting for her, as she could return at any moment

My thoughts gradually drifted into the air again, and I recalled the foolish things I once did for love. What difference is there between me and Ding Chu at this moment? We are merely people lost in love. Ultimately, I still have to forgive her

In order to secure your red envelope, I will do everything in my power to bring her back as my wife

Hello? Cheng Qingtong! I am just a small dish

Qingtong? He finally opened his eyes, and upon seeing me, his face was filled with suspicion. "Why is it you? Am I dreaming?"

In my youth, when I open it up, it is filled entirely with the photographs of one person, the story of one person, the documentary of one person

Qingtong, the doctor said that the hope of waiting here is not very great

So who else is there

I pushed my luggage into his arms and immediately began to tease him: "Cai Qihang, have your teeth turned whiter, or has your skin gotten darker? If I arrive at the station at night, I guess I can only see a row of your teeth!"

Aunt Ye and Uncle Ye had expressions that were somewhat different from usual; Aunt Ye appeared somewhat happy, and I was filled with joy, thinking that Ye Bihan had woken up

Since I do not love him, it would be better for him to give up sooner, pursue someone else, and achieve a successful outcome, which can be considered a good thing

Occasionally, when you slightly move your eyes, we all feast and enjoy a full night's sleep, although the doctor says it is merely a normal physiological response. However, every moment of yours tugs at our hearts

Every time I find myself lost in thought, I am always startled awake by Aunt Ye's weeping. She is always leaning beside Ye Bihan, quietly crying. I can only wrap my arms around her shoulders and hold her close, and her body will tremble even more violently.

Is it Moshi?

I had just hung up the phone with Cai Qihang when my mother's call came in. Calling at such a late hour must mean there is something important to discuss, so I hurriedly answered the call

On this day, I still arrived at the hospital early

I only understood later what had actually happened. I did not expect Ding Chu to fall down the stairs by himself, after all, the probability of such an event is quite low

All of this is merely a small fragment of youth for him, and I am just a minor character among the many.

I was so exasperated that I almost cried. If the tiger does not show its power, does everyone take me for a sick cat?

Can we hold on? It requires the effort of two individuals; if either one lets go, it signifies failure

I readily agreed to her suggestion, feeling that it was indeed time for me to go out for a walk, to give my heart a break, to quickly regain my spirits, and to start a new life

However, there are times when I feel a sense of regret when I think back. It is because someone you once loved so deeply has simply vanished from your life; because a friend with whom you were once so close no longer comes to see you in that fleeting moment. It seems as if everything has turned into a fleeting illusion, disappearing like a dream.

Strangely enough, I have not encountered him again since then, to the point where I was almost about to forget his face

Where is he at this moment? Does he still remember that there is a me in this world?

A multitude of words that cannot be fully expressed

My face suddenly turned red

Cai Qihang also shared with me his future plans, and as I listened to his grand ambitions, I found myself inexplicably excited as well

I not only gave up my position in the literary club, but I also hardly have time to go to the dry cleaner. My mother has been working hard lately; in addition to providing meals for us, she has to work at the dry cleaner every day

According to Yi Dan, Moxi Yi's mother has fallen ill and is hospitalized again. I really want to visit her to see her current health condition, and I also want to know what the marriage she has been eagerly anticipating has brought her.

Her heart is like a clear mirror, perhaps she has long known my thoughts, which is why she encourages me in this way

Xiao Han, look, everyone is working hard for you. If you do not make an effort to wake up yourself, it would be a disservice to everyone.

Although Uncle Mo is somewhat old, he appears to be very spirited and still quite handsome, exuding the charm of a mature man

I looked at her pretentious demeanor and felt an urge to slap her, but Lin Xiaozhu, that big fool, was standing in front of her, leaving me with no way to act. However, upon careful consideration, even if I were to face off against Ding Chu one-on-one, I truly might not be able to defeat her

Strolling by the seaside, listening to the sound of the waves, reminiscing with old friends, the years are peaceful, and everything is well

He looked at my strange expression and said earnestly about his reasoning: "I know you are angry, but I am not Mo Xi, I do not have such delicate feelings. I only know that whoever is wrong should apologize, and I must side with whoever is important. I am just someone who seeks benefits and avoids harm, and you have known me for more than a day."

I am confused, Lin Xiaozhu, what do you mean by this? You have started dating, gone to eat near our school, and insisted on inviting someone you used to like?

I nodded slightly, said nothing more, and turned to leave

Ye Bihan, did you see it? When you were not here, everyone came to trouble me.

I said, you should go and apologize to Ding Chudao. He gritted his teeth and repeated what he had just said, word for word

And what I need is such a person, who does not need to speak, but can understand all my thoughts just by listening quietly, that would be enough

At least when I first met him, he was still kind, but now after being influenced by this "scheming woman," I can no longer be certain.

Qingtong, Mom has noticed that you have been very tired these past few days and your spirits are not very good. You should go out and take a break, anywhere is fine, just don't keep yourself cooped up alone. You don't say anything, and I am truly worried about you...

Sitting beside was a man who bore some resemblance to Mo Xiyi; it must be that this is Mo Xiyi's father

I was taken aback, unable to believe my ears: "What did you say? Celebrating whose single status?"

He looked at me, and in his pupils sparkled a deep sense of regret: "I am sorry, Qingtong."

One can only say lightly, you do not understand the world of foodies

"Do not say anything, I will accompany you to the school hospital. Rest assured, after I take you to the hospital, I will leave and not disturb you." My voice carried a stubbornness that left no room for his refusal.

I walked up to Moxi, whispered to him, "Let's go!" and never looked back again

I, Cheng Qingtong, can be considered truly daring; for you, Moxi 1, I even have to break into the boys' dormitory in the end

He has reverted to his former overbearing and unreasonable demeanor, as if the person who confessed on that rainy day was not him. If one had not truly experienced this change in him firsthand, it is likely that no one would believe it if told to them.

I let out a cold smile, realizing that selfish people tend to think of others as selfish as well

He smiled at me with a broad grin, revealing a set of white teeth and a bright, cheerful expression that was very warm and friendly

Of course not, He Huanhuan has feelings for me. She still has a soft heart. Although she did not agree to reconcile, she also did not block me. We are still in contact every day. I believe victory is just around the corner

Qingtong, you should go and apologize to Ding Chu...

Uncle Ye always lets out a heavy sigh at this time, wanting to cry, yet he does not shed tears in front of me. Helplessly, he turns around and goes out, returning after about ten minutes with red eyes

He leaned against a water cypress tree, his body at an angle, one leg bent, and the expression on his face looked quite cool. I walked up to him with a smile and said in a relaxed and cheerful manner: "At your age, you still only know how to show off!"

A lifetime is so long, who can avoid encountering some unexpected events?

What always comes to mind is that autumn from my childhood, when you and I sneaked into the orchard to pick someone else's fruit, only to be caught in the end

Can such a love be sustained?

I nodded and walked over to Ye Bihan. I said to her: "Xiao Han, you are going abroad. Although this time it is not for studying... Xiao Han, you must receive treatment properly. Once you are well, we will go out and have fun together. I will wait for your return..."

On the way to his dormitory, I thought about many things, probably because he has also been troubled by recent family matters, which is why we haven't had the chance to meet for such a long time

Only that period of time has become a blank, a missing code, leaving behind an incomplete gap that evokes a sense of regret in those who behold it

But in the end, I still agreed; if I do not go, it would instead make me seem petty and unworthy of the occasion

You can stop with that; what pain do I feel? The ones who should be hurting are those infatuated girls!

I can imagine the expression on Lin Xiaozhu's face as he watches our figures depart, but such an expression will definitely not be his endpoint; he will recover quickly and soon immerse himself in a new relationship.

Ye Bihan, do you know? At that time, I felt that my life was connected to yours. The meaning of my existence every day was to wait for the day when you would become lively and energetic again, just like before

Ding Chu stood up aggrieved, holding her scraped arm, and hid behind Lin Xiaozhu. With this posture, I immediately knew that she was trying to frame me

Never did I think that the person who once loved you deeply would come wielding a sword to personally carve a wound in your heart, allowing your blood to flow freely while he remains utterly indifferent.

Having said that, I took a seat in a corner, not next to Lin Xiaozhu, nor next to Ding Chu. Sitting quietly and comfortably by myself in the corner turned out to be a rather relaxed and easy approach. Everyone at the table was engaged in conversation, exchanging words, creating a lively atmosphere. His friends occasionally stood up to toast him, with rather flimsy reasons, saying things like wishing you and Ding Chu a long-lasting union and eternal harmony.

I hurriedly said, "What's the trouble? He is always like this; I am used to it!" After saying that, I suddenly felt that I had said the wrong thing

However, the possibility of recovery through treatment abroad is relatively high, and my uncle and I are preparing to take her abroad for treatment. She forced a smile, but tears were welling up in her eyes

"Qingtong, you should stop going to the hospital every day from now on. You have worked hard these days." Uncle Ye has never been good at expressing himself, and he has said very little to me during this time, but it is evident that he is feeling quite distressed.

I cursed him in my heart, but wore a smile on my face, whether it was a sneer, a bitter smile, or a helpless grin, I could hardly tell. Lin Xiaozhu, we have been friends for many years, yet now you ask me to apologize for that woman.

He laughed heartily, still possessing that cheerful laughter from the past, and the look of being lost and dejected at the time of parting had vanished.

"Mo, senior? Wake up quickly! Do you know you have a fever?" I felt anxious and uneasy in my heart, and seeing him in pain made me feel very uncomfortable. The grievances I had previously suffered in front of him seemed to have vanished at this moment.

Not a word omitted

I am helpless: "Do you still think it was me who pushed her? Are you still making excuses for yourself? Lin Xiaozhu, you are too selfish."

Lin Xiaozhu saw us together, and my hand was resting on Moxi Yi's arm. The expression on his face, which was originally full of enthusiasm, instantly fell into despondency

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The journey was filled with silence

I have imagined the appearance of the sea, which is azure blue, reflecting the sky, boundless, and tumultuous in its grandeur

I deeply wish to trust him, yet I am unable to respond positively no matter what.

On the second day, I packed my bags and prepared to set off. The journey is a perfect opportunity for daydreaming; I spent most of the trip in a daze, yet my mind was always filled with countless thoughts that I could not quiet down.

Could it be that I have to engage in a fierce battle with Ding Chulai for three hundred rounds? If you are not tired, I would find it exhausting! I am mentally drained!

Every morning, I wake up early to prepare breakfast for Aunt Ye and Uncle Ye, bringing it to the hospital. The meals are nutritionally balanced and varied each day, hoping that their mood will improve as a result.

When I arrived at the hospital, Aunt Mo was lying peacefully on the bed, her expression difficult to describe as either happy or unhappy

Do you want me to witness your happiness? Or do you want to tell me that you do not need me, as there are others lining up for you?

While helping Xiao Han tidy up the bed that day, I received a call from Cai Qihang, which warmed my heart

And I can only calm myself; if my heart remains unmoved, then it will not hurt

One must still admit that women are always so naive

Hello? What brings you here...

What is it, Mom? Is there something you need to discuss so late at night?

Xiao Han, look, everyone is extremely busy because of you. Even for our sake, you need to wake up quickly

The people in the building stared at me one by one as if they had encountered some rare species, so I could only lower my head and walk straight to your dormitory

Later, there were people wishing him to have children soon. I actually believe this, although there is no one he truly loves, there are indeed many willing to bear children for him. At this moment, I just want to say to him, young man, if you don't seek trouble, you won't find it; there is a higher power watching over you.

His tone was very serious, unlike someone who came to comfort or apologize. I felt somewhat bewildered, and after putting on my clothes without tidying my messy hair, I hurried downstairs. I have always considered him a friend I could meet without needing to wash my hair, and such friends can be regarded as good friends. However, you, Lin Xiaozhu, have truly let me down in my expectations.

I deliberately provoked him: "Come on, where does your confidence come from! Don't get too carried away; the bride at the wedding is not He Huanhuan. I certainly won't be going, and even if I do, there won't be any red envelopes!"

Since the last time we gazed at each other through the window in the hazy rain, I have not seen you again. Has it truly been only a few months, and yet you have become so haggard in appearance?

I can only roll my eyes and continue eating

"Qingtong, I am downstairs at your dormitory, could you come down for a moment?" The voice was very calm, making it difficult to discern his true intentions.

However, for someone like him, such a memory of a fish is not particularly unusual, as his memory lasts only seven seconds. It is likely that he has only seven days of memory of me as well

Lin Xiaozhu, you do like me, and it is sincere, but when it comes to the end, the most critical moment, you still choose not to believe me

When I arrived, Lin Xiaozhu came out to greet me and led me to the private room. From the entrance to the restaurant, we exchanged only a few words.

I thought it was you who accidentally pushed her down, after all, from my angle, I could clearly see that you indeed gave her a shove

However, when I saw it, I was greatly disappointed. It was gray, and at a glance, I couldn't even see a hint of blue. Looking out, it was indeed vast and boundless, but it lacked the surging grandeur. Cai Qihang mentioned that it was not yet high tide; during high tide, the waves are quite fierce, crashing against the shore with a loud roar

Recalling the love between my mother and father, although my father left us early, my mother has always held him in her heart, and their love endures.

The reply I received is: Package

I suddenly found his face to be incredibly unfamiliar

I can only say, I wish you all happiness

It is quite simple for two people to meet and get to know each other, but it is exceedingly difficult to truly understand and remain committed to one another

I can't believe it, Ding Chu, are you a paper person? The moment I touch you, you fall over

Aunt Mo's face showed concern, and she continued, "Xiaoxi has been ill these past two days, running a bit of a fever. I am unable to take care of him while I am in bed, and his father... sigh!" She sighed, feeling quite helpless in her heart.

After returning to City A, I felt much better. My mother was right; going out for a walk and clearing my mind improved my mindset, and naturally, things began to resolve themselves.

I! Lin Xiaozhu! Why does it hurt so much?

And I, apart from the heartache, can do nothing but quietly hold her, watching you, silently praying in my heart that you will recover soon. If you can feel our longing and concern, then please get better soon

Lin Xiaozhu, you can go to hell. I, Cheng Qingtong, would rather jump off a building than apologize.

Therefore, decisively giving up and turning away. In this day and age, one cannot get angry with fools; otherwise, wouldn't one be driven to madness day after day? I chose to follow the strategy of retreat from the Thirty-Six Stratagems, but if at that time I could have spoken to Lin Xiaozhu in a sweet and charming manner like Ding Chu, saying, "Xiaozhu, I really didn't push her; she fell because she couldn't maintain her balance," would the outcome have been better? ... I wouldn't have had to suffer so much injustice in vain ... I chose to follow the strategy of retreat from the Thirty-Six Stratagems, but if at that time I could have spoken to Lin Xiaozhu in a sweet and charming manner like Ding Chu, saying, "Xiaozhu, I really didn't push her; she fell because she couldn't maintain her balance," would the outcome have been better? ... I wouldn't have had to suffer so much injustice in vain ...

Friends are more familiar with his habits than a girlfriend, which is not good. It is likely to hurt Miss Ding's fragile little heart again

Not long after, I received a text message from Ding Chu, in which she invited me to the wax museum. I was taken aback, thinking to myself, is it appropriate for her to invite me to the wax museum along with Lin Xiaozhu?

The curtains in the room are drawn, and the lighting is dim.

At my request, he sat up and did not resist my suggestion to go to the hospital; instead, he obediently put on his shoes

In the period that followed, Mo Xi and Lin Xiaozhu hardly made any appearances. They seemed to be gradually drifting away from my orbit, moving further and further apart. In all of life, only you remained—Ye Bihan

What leaves me even more speechless is that this person can act cute and be spoiled, but why do they keep stealing glances at me from time to time

I do not wish to refute a single word of his aggressive remarks

Qingtong, I originally thought that by starting a business and leaving my hometown, bidding farewell to my sorrowful past, I would gradually forget her. However, to my surprise, upon arriving here, I found it even harder to let her go. Later, I made many more calls to her; the place where I spend the most each month is on phone bills! I am even afraid to eat!

It turns out, it was merely my assumption

Three exclamation marks

After shaking a few times, he pretended to be relaxed and said: "Thank you, Qingtong, I can go see the doctor by myself, you don't need to worry about me"

How joyful it was at that time, with two little girls sporting braids, who unexpectedly climbed up someone else's tree

Both of them have almost lost a circle of weight. If Xiao Han wakes up and sees that her father and mother have become so haggard, she will definitely be angry with me, so I dare not be vague at all

If you see this, please wake me up quickly; I want you to avenge me.

What is there to introduce in advance? Isn't it all familiar now? There is nothing awkward about it; after all, you don't know many people inside, so just treat it as an opportunity to make friends

Lin Xiaozhu, I wish you happiness

What a trivial matter, you haven't played games for such a long time, how can you still dare to call yourself 'a piece of cake'?

Aunt Mo could tell that she was a great beauty in her youth, but the relentless passage of time has aged her quickly. Coupled with her frail health, she embodies the typical devoted wife and mother, lacking the inclination to retain a man.

He caught up with me and grabbed my arm. I wanted to shake him off, but he held on tightly.

When I arrived, Ding Chu was already standing at the stairway. I waved to her, and she warmly called me over. Both of us are aware of how much of this warmth is genuine and how much is feigned; we simply choose not to expose or articulate it.

But I am different

Well, I still cannot let go

It has truly been a long time since I last saw him

"Mo, it's already this time, and you are still joking. I have never seen you so fond of telling jokes before!" My tone was reproachful, but my hands did not stop for a moment as I helped him put on his shoes and supported him to stand up.

I said: Cai Qihang, if I go to City B to see you, will you provide food and accommodation for me

Qingtong, that is not what I meant. Ding Chu... it was to see her significance in my heart, which is why I wrote and directed this play myself. I also... only found out later.

As time passes, the person who remains spirited will come to disdain the one who has aged and lost their charm

Aunt Mo smiled knowingly, looking into my eyes as if she could see right through me: "You child, I knew what you wanted to ask the moment you walked in. You've held it in for so long, it must have been difficult for you."

Moxi quietly walked to the side

However, Moxi Yi and Lin Xiaozhu never appeared in the hospital again thereafter

I forced a smile

Of course, the reason that I myself am reluctant to admit is that I actually want to meet Moxi.

Qingtong... Even if you are unwilling to accept that Xiaozhu has changed his heart towards me so quickly, why didn't you cherish him well in the first place? Since you did not cherish him and let him go, you should not now vent your anger on me and cause me pain...

If that is the case, I still wish to extend my blessings to you, even in my absence from your lives, I still hope that you are doing well

Am I really such a petty person who cannot extend blessings to others

His eyes were fixed on my feet, always keeping his head down. Only when he saw me open my mouth to speak did he slowly raise his head: "Qingtong, you should go apologize to Ding Chu."

The playboy is truly a perfect match for the "scheming b*tch"

Cheng Qingtong, are you foolish

Later, after everyone had a few drinks and got a bit rowdy, Ding Chu enthusiastically sat down in front of me. This girl clearly did not have the appearance of a well-behaved girl; she seemed quite capable of drinking and often acted like a big sister, directing the other friends with authority. However, she was particularly polite and warm towards me. Originally, Lin Xiaozhu and I were friends, and since he had helped me out quite a bit in the past, I took good care of Ding Chu, occasionally refilling her tea to help her drink less alcohol. During the gathering, aside from occasionally sitting beside me, Ding Chu mostly clung to Lin Xiaozhu, playfully acting cute from time to time. Originally, Lin Xiaozhu and I were friends, and since he had helped me out quite a bit in the past, I took good care of Ding Chu, occasionally refilling her tea to help her drink less alcohol. During the gathering, aside from occasionally sitting beside me, Ding Chu mostly clung to Lin Xiaozhu, playfully acting cute from time to time.

"Qingtong, I am doing well, you need not worry about me. If you have time, do visit Xiaoxi; this child is too sensible, which makes me rather uneasy." She smiled at me, her eyes, etched with a few crow's feet, were nonetheless very bright

The next day, he took me to the seaside

Now, when I mention him, he is already a complete stranger, to the point that I cannot even speak about him

I saw that the bag on her shoulder was about to slip off, and in a moment of impulse, I immediately reached out to support it. However, before I could stabilize the bag, my hand had just touched her shoulder when she suddenly slipped sideways down the stairs.

Lin Xiaozhu wished to speak, yet found himself at a loss for words to refute, and what I stated was indeed a fact

He shook his head and spoke carelessly, then glanced at me lightly. Seeing that I had no reaction, he continued, "Since you have rejected me, I am self-aware enough not to disturb you for another minute. You do not like me, but there are others who do. I will eventually find someone to date. Don't be so selfish; just because Mo Xi rejected you, you want to treat me as a backup."

How much of the love you once spoke to me is true and how much is false

Our great male protagonist, Lin Xiaozhu, suddenly appeared from behind and took a quick step forward to grab Ding Chu's arm. At that moment, I suddenly felt that this couple had teamed up to bully me, setting a trap specifically for me, just waiting for me to jump in.

He walked up to her, looked around, and found that Lin Xiaozhu had not yet arrived. It was clearly a date for three people, yet the gentleman was late, while the leading lady was the first to arrive. This was quite illogical.

"Mo, senior, you are not dreaming. I am Qing Tong. Listen to me, you need to get up immediately. I will take you to see a doctor."

I regret that Ye Bihan is not by my side; I do not even have anyone to talk to. Cai Qihang is so far away, even making a phone call is long-distance. By the time I finish speaking, I estimate that my phone bill for this month will be gone.

In the afternoon, Lin Xiaozhu suddenly called. I felt a surge of joy in my heart, thinking that this fellow still has a conscience, knowing to call and inquire about me

Ding Chu, in love, whoever loses their composure first is the one who loses. Look at you, in the end, you still lost

Come down, I am already here

I recounted to him the recent events, and he listened quietly, occasionally nodding in response, but he did not speak

It is estimated that Xiao Zhu will be late again, I apologize for the inconvenience, Qing Tong, we may have to wait for him a bit longer

If heaven intends to destroy me, I have no choice but to retaliate.

When Cai Qihang came to meet me, he was wearing a casual denim jacket and looked quite spirited, although he seemed to have lost quite a bit of weight. I saw him weaving through the crowd towards me, and upon noticing his hurried appearance, I quickly waved my hand.

Ah? You are downstairs in my dormitory? What could possibly require you to make a trip? It's nothing serious, you don't need to worry about it! At that time, I was still foolishly comforting him, but later I thought, Cheng Qingtong, are you being foolish?

Regardless of the circumstances, one must still maintain a sufficient appearance

Lin Xiaozhu frowned and was unwilling to pay attention to me, looking as if I owed him a fortune. I ignored him and continued to eat my meal. Since you invited me here, isn't it just to let me enjoy some good food? Why should I care? Moreover, apart from having a good meal in such an occasion, what else can I do?

It seems that you have returned to normal, which is good. I am inviting people to dinner tonight to celebrate my newfound single status, and you must definitely come.

Lin Xiaozhu, goodbye

I have heard people say that time will solve all problems. Therefore, as long as there is enough time, all hatred will be resolved, and even the feelings of those who once loved each other will be diluted by the passage of time, ultimately fading away like smoke. In the end, what remains is merely memories

Upon arriving at the entrance of the boys' dormitory, I used the excuse of a literary club matter to persuade the gatekeeper, who then took the opportunity to slip inside.

I looked around for a week and saw quite a few people who had previously helped me deal with Yi Dan. Some of their faces looked familiar, so I greeted everyone warmly. When my gaze landed on a girl, she seemed to have a strange expression, as if she did not want me to have a good relationship with this group of people. Her eyes and brows were smiling in a very curved manner. It was only after Lin Xiaozhu's introduction that I learned she was Ding Chu, Lin Xiaozhu's new love.

He glanced at my stubborn demeanor and said no more

Upon hearing these three words, my heart settled back into my stomach, indicating that nothing serious had occurred. Recently, there have been several incidents, which have made me somewhat neurotic, constantly worrying that something might happen.

"You all chat first, I will go out to buy you some food," Uncle Mo said before leaving, and we had no further opportunities for interaction.

He shrugged and said to me that there is always a gap between dreams and reality

We are destined to be people from two different worlds

However, at this moment, I no longer feel annoyed; instead, I feel very warm and happy. After all, at this time, there is still someone who tirelessly reminds me.

Yet, Lin Xiaozhu still suffered losses; at least he possesses a kind heart

What kind of troubles could be so great that they cause you to furrow your brow even in your dreams

I greeted them. Upon seeing that it was me, Aunt Mo sat up. Uncle Mo adjusted her pillow to make her as comfortable as possible while sitting

During the time she has been away, I often return to the restaurant we frequently visited for meals, often go to the bookstore we often browsed to read, and I also tidy up her desk and bed for her

Green Paulownia!

Qingtong, this time it was my oversight, because I still care about you, because I am still angry about your rejection of me, which clouded my judgment, leading to my misunderstanding of you. I admit that many times I do not deserve you; my impulsiveness and selfishness provide ample reasons for you to reject me. However, I still hope that we can be friends

I feel somewhat helpless and very angry inside. Even though I am clearly suffering greatly, I still only know how to push away those who care about me.

I knocked a few times but received no response, and upon discovering that the door was not locked, I pushed the door open and entered

I once thought that since we have loved deeply, even if we miss each other, the memories would still be beautiful when recalled. I cannot bear to see you hurt, nor do I wish to see you cry

It is quite a coincidence that I unexpectedly ran into Lin Xiaozhu.

It has only been a little over a month since he confessed his feelings to me, and now he has quickly started a new relationship. It is hard to imagine that he once had feelings for me

And these unexpected events are various challenges set to test love and marriage

Perhaps this is for the best, as I will no longer be distracted by any one of them

It seems that we have temporarily forgotten each other, living in different dimensions. The well water does not interfere with the river water

I quietly sat by his bedside and only then did I notice that his forehead was covered in beads of sweat. When I reached out to touch it, I realized that his forehead was burning hot, and a sense of panic surged within me

Many days have passed, the leaves have turned yellow, and layers of fallen leaves have accumulated. Autumn has arrived, desolate and bleak. Although it is often said that autumn is the season of harvest, for me, it is rather dull.

Little Cottage, by now you should understand that we are truly not suited for each other. It is not just as lovers; at times, we even struggle to be good friends.

Stop it, I have been in a good mood all along. What is it that you want? Don't keep me in suspense.

Indeed, it is a "calculating woman"

Ding Chu is very beautiful, so it's no wonder that Lin Xiaozhu would change his mind so quickly. I turned my head and whispered in Lin Xiaozhu's ear: "You have good taste, kid. Make sure to cherish it, and I wish you happiness..."

Then he helplessly shook his head, only to meet Ding Chu's gaze again, and in an instant, his expression softened...

What did you say? I asked again.

I nodded, my heart pounding vigorously.

Ultimately, I am still the loser in love

Ever since I saw him with Ding Chu, I have been particularly inclined to give someone a good slap lately, you truly make me unable to rest easy

I shook off his hand: "No need, I don't care for it." The tone was already somewhat better than before

As soon as I heard it, I couldn't help but laugh. If he could grow old together with her, then even a sow could climb a tree, let alone achieving eternal unity in heart and mind

I find it hard to believe my own ears, and even more difficult to accept that these words were spoken by Lin Xiaozhu

I can almost imagine that when they are at home, Aunt Mo must do everything in her power to serve him

I do not wish to explain, nor do I feel inclined to explain; upon seeing him, I only want to take a detour and walk away

Thinking of this, I cannot help but feel sad, for Ye Bihan is not by my side, and I do not even have someone to offer advice and strategies.

Very well, Lin Xiaozhu and I are not on the same path to begin with. Our views on life and love are different. I should not interfere in his thoughts. I cannot even manage my own small piece of land, so what right do I have to participate in someone else's emotional life? I will walk my own path and let others talk.

Yes, he needs such a comfortable life, but it is not limited to just this

Almost everyone became busy

Then there are some casual conversations, trivial chatter, which seem endless and never tiresome. Perhaps this is what friendship is all about